2. I am actually procrastinating... But there are works coming.
That is, your requests and then commissions. I think I feel confident enough.
Yes, your support does help.
3. I've been paralysed by the lack of feeling.
***
BTW I don't really know what to write in journals. Are you actually interested in my art or private life? I mean, if you are then I am happy to talk about it. It's just that I am not a talkative person. Tell me what to do ))))
I feel good actually. My Will to Power has spoken, I cannot believe how much and how easily I have abandoned mu human development. I need to get back on track. That of course does not mean a personality change, not at all. I will still be locked inside myself without a sense of purpose... But with some life force. How are you?
good to hear you feel well make sure to get back on track, human development is essential in order to stay alive. And me?... Well I'm slowly starting to learn the social game of interacting with others in my age. Have been a bit slow on that, but I'm making progress and now I finally have people who seems to accept me and lets me join their table. I also feels very inspried and really high on drawing, wich is both good and bad 'cause my schoolwork suffers... I'm thinking of doing a second draft with nekotalia nordics, because I really enjoyed drawing them
You've said before you didn't really get on with your age group... Hmm, I never did either But really, it's always about finding the right people. ALWAYS. It doesn't really get much better as you go on, sorry to disappoint. Most cunts stay cunts, good people get sick of it, bad ones become boring. Haha
Yes, I had the great luck of finding my soul mate in middle school (or whatever it's called, the school system isn't the same in Sweden) but now when I'm in high school without her I need to be able to interact with the others if I don't wanna be an outsider (again...). I think that's something that can be useful, since it dosen't change later on as you say :I
yeah, we don't call it High School in England, that's America. And I guess your system is more like we have in Poland
Soulmate can mean different things; either your second half or your best friend.
Be careful though; I wouldn't tell you don't trust anyone, but don't think things last forever. I mean, I'm not wishing you bad, it's just a fact. It depends on who you are of course. But I've learnt the hard way that you can devote your life on someone and there will come the time they turn their back on you.
yeah I know the relationships I have now won't last forever. We don't really have that much in common, but we still hang out for the sake of socializing (I mean, it's still a lot better than being alone). I think i've only met one person in my life who I've wanted to "devote my life to" but now i'm slowly learning to be more independent from her. I'm surrounded by nice and friendly people irl and on the net, and even if I can't find another "soulmate" I'm still happy.
Well, that's good, that's very good As I said, you sound smart, but you know, life is really not that predictable after all I just look back at when I was younger and how naive...
I really dunno what else to say, but I wanted to say something :I
How are you?
And me?... Well I'm slowly starting to learn the social game of interacting with others in my age. Have been a bit slow on that, but I'm making progress and now I finally have people who seems to accept me and lets me join their table. I also feels very inspried and really high on drawing, wich is both good and bad 'cause my schoolwork suffers...
I'm thinking of doing a second draft with nekotalia nordics, because I really enjoyed drawing them
You've said before you didn't really get on with your age group... Hmm, I never did either
But really, it's always about finding the right people. ALWAYS. It doesn't really get much better as you go on, sorry to disappoint. Most cunts stay cunts, good people get sick of it, bad ones become boring. Haha
the school system isn't the same in Sweden) but now when I'm in high school without her I need to
be able to interact with the others if I don't wanna be an outsider (again...). I think that's something that can be useful, since it dosen't change later on as you say :I
Soulmate can mean different things; either your second half or your best friend.
Be careful though; I wouldn't tell you don't trust anyone, but don't think things last forever. I mean, I'm not wishing you bad, it's just a fact. It depends on who you are of course. But I've learnt the hard way that you can devote your life on someone and there will come the time they turn their back on you.
As I said, you sound smart, but you know, life is really not that predictable after all
Yeah, I've been a little busy lately....