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Jhva Elohim Meth

Fri Dec 31, 2010, 3:23 PM



YES! I will spam your inbox with this shitty New Year journal, just like everyone else.


NEW YEAH SAME SHIT.



I am not going to wish you anything because the very idea of it makes me sick. What can I know about your lives to judge what you need, anyway? We all have out ups and downs... All I could possibly wish you is that you won't end up like most of the vermin that infects this world with its pathetic existence. Carry on smiling and the world will smile at you.


Honestly, it's just as pointless as celebrating birthday. Another year, well, fucktastic.


I am going to wish myself not to end up as anyone's toy, not again. I don't, don't need to be strong, I am fucking strong, I just hate everything.



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The saddest thing actually, I had a guy come in at work today, about 50, talking about his wife who died yesterday. Funeral tomorrow, he needed photos of her... I had to go upstairs and hide for an hour, it shook me emotionally just to much.






When I give up
My thoughts redefined
How cold is the flame
Of our uncompromising future
How cold is the sun

The dark will rise
Abandon your freedom
Give up the right to find the true self
Forsake your own reasons





Why am I here? Lonely Christmas, lonely New Year. It's a good omen. Will keep me safe, to myself. Let's hope....

  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: Katatonia
  • Drinking: Koppaberg
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